Boy Bye!

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I don’t know what makes me care so much that I lose myself
That they become more important than me
That they become priority over all things
That I would be so willing to release my power
FOR. WHAT. REASON?

I don’t know what makes me care so much that I can’t sleep at night
That their word becomes THE word
That their approval is needed
That I would be so willing to dim my shine
FOR. WHAT. REASON?

I don’t know what makes me care so much that I feel like I can’t breathe
That they BECOME my breath
That they decipher how and when I sleep
That I would be so willing to lose me loving them
FOR. WHAT. REASON?

But then…
I don’t know at what point it all fades away
And it ALWAYS does
The fussing
The trying
The wanting
The caring
The loving

They just fade
As if… they never existed
And I get back to me

And then they always come running back
FOR. WHAT. REASON?

Boy Bye!

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